BonnieBon
06-05-2002, 05:39 PM
I love Oprah... I am going to be her book club book some day-- it is on my top ten list of aspirations. Anyways.. i was watching her show the other day and Kim Goldman was on-- the sister of Ron Goldman the guy who was murdered along with OJ Simpsons wife... ya'll know the story...
Anyways... her life was deeply fractured by that--- and now she has just gottten married and is doing well.. but she mentioned that everything now, no matter how good things get.. things are bittersweet..
And I remember watching her and feeling bad for her kinda, like, man I wish she could think more positively, because things dont have to be "bittersweet" and thinking like that can make her miss out on some solidly amazing things in her life...
but, honestly, I think she may have been on to something... I hope not though... I mean, for her sake. Because in my own case, I dont think it is an always thing.. I mean, jeez, it cant be-- that would suck... but like, right now, is a good example. I just got done with school-- i have all these amazing things planned for this summer-- and I got two very nice pieces of news this past weekend... and still I can't just be "happy" because of other stuff
am I a drama queen. Well, yeah, I am.. I mean, I know that...
sorry-- im just plain venting here... its my own personal "whine cellar" i hate not being able to enjoy good stuff because of shi**y stuff. :mad:
Anyways... her life was deeply fractured by that--- and now she has just gottten married and is doing well.. but she mentioned that everything now, no matter how good things get.. things are bittersweet..
And I remember watching her and feeling bad for her kinda, like, man I wish she could think more positively, because things dont have to be "bittersweet" and thinking like that can make her miss out on some solidly amazing things in her life...
but, honestly, I think she may have been on to something... I hope not though... I mean, for her sake. Because in my own case, I dont think it is an always thing.. I mean, jeez, it cant be-- that would suck... but like, right now, is a good example. I just got done with school-- i have all these amazing things planned for this summer-- and I got two very nice pieces of news this past weekend... and still I can't just be "happy" because of other stuff
am I a drama queen. Well, yeah, I am.. I mean, I know that...
sorry-- im just plain venting here... its my own personal "whine cellar" i hate not being able to enjoy good stuff because of shi**y stuff. :mad: