DJ NoDoz
06-04-2002, 12:23 AM
:( :( :( :( :(
i juist came back from a rosery for my friend C-bass' grandfather.
he was the only father figure in C-bass' life after his biological father left when he was a child. C-bass is taking it very hard, I wept a little but not as much as I thought that I would:( I feel bad for not feeling worse.(if that makes any sense) Death was always a hard subject for me to accept. I realize as humans we are mortal and that life is short. it just seems so hard even now to assume that an afterlife does exsist:( I want to live life to the fullest watch my daughters grow up into successful young women. I want to grow old with my wife, ...........but in the end ...............is it all for naught? Is it all futile? C-bass' grandfather 90+years old touched so many lives, I wonder will I have the same effect, will I make a difference in so many peoples lives?:confused: :confused: :confused:
i juist came back from a rosery for my friend C-bass' grandfather.
he was the only father figure in C-bass' life after his biological father left when he was a child. C-bass is taking it very hard, I wept a little but not as much as I thought that I would:( I feel bad for not feeling worse.(if that makes any sense) Death was always a hard subject for me to accept. I realize as humans we are mortal and that life is short. it just seems so hard even now to assume that an afterlife does exsist:( I want to live life to the fullest watch my daughters grow up into successful young women. I want to grow old with my wife, ...........but in the end ...............is it all for naught? Is it all futile? C-bass' grandfather 90+years old touched so many lives, I wonder will I have the same effect, will I make a difference in so many peoples lives?:confused: :confused: :confused: