Manu
03-07-2006, 04:14 AM
Well, its been a hectic two weeks since my last update. I had a day off on a Monday, come Wednesday night, I was not feeling well. I pushed through work on Thursday, I am not really sure how, and went home and just passed out. Over the next three days I felt like I was dying. I was constnatly dehydrated and in the bathroom doing something, whether puking or otherwise. I literally got home at 6 and slept until 10. Then I was up for 2 hours and slept until 10. I was up for a few hours here and there throughout Friday, but I mostly just slept all day. Friday night, I stayed in, watched basketball and slept more. Alice had offered to come over Friday night, but I wasn't really in the mood for visitors or getting her sick (I didn't know if it was a Virus or food poisoning or what) I woke up early on Saturday and went home so my mommy could take care of me. I ended up staying at my parents through Monday. I saw Ira a bit Sunday, I was going stir crazy having not done anything or seen anyone in a few days, and then I went home Monday. I felt mostly fine on Tuesday and by Wednesdya was back to 100%. I spent most of last week playing catch up at work and then this weekend mostly just relaxing.
This weekend was pretty good. I hung out with Ira and Tasha a good amount, I saw Avi, Mark, Tiffany, Joe, Nathan, and went in the spa a few times. Sunday was more relaxed, I saw family and then I went over to Tess's. It was nice seeing her, we don't get to spend nearly enough time together.
Lifes been interesting lately. It is so much same old. It is so much the same peolpe, the same stuff, the same schedule, the same everything. I hang out with the same friends, we go to the same places, do the same things, it is very status quo. Thats not all or always bad, but its not neccessarily good. But, I have a lot of people that mean a lot to me in my life and I try my best to fit them all in, and usually that does make me very happy.
There's also been an element of a lot of new stuff. New people, new places, new things. There's alice, amber, jen, Lex. There are roleplaying games with Nate's nerd friends. There are people from work. There are new bars, new restraunts, new experiences. Its been a good balance and an interesting hybrid.
I have been forever plagued with this notion that its never good enough. I always want more. I have a great balance right now, between new and old. Between what is near and dear to me and what I want to explore and learn and grow with.
There is so much...but also so little. There is something missing. There are pieces of the puzzle not there or lost. There are people that I miss, that I wish I saw more often or at all. There is an unknown place or person or thing that I continue to search for, but I guess that is life, and we would hope we always have that thing to search for...
This weekend was pretty good. I hung out with Ira and Tasha a good amount, I saw Avi, Mark, Tiffany, Joe, Nathan, and went in the spa a few times. Sunday was more relaxed, I saw family and then I went over to Tess's. It was nice seeing her, we don't get to spend nearly enough time together.
Lifes been interesting lately. It is so much same old. It is so much the same peolpe, the same stuff, the same schedule, the same everything. I hang out with the same friends, we go to the same places, do the same things, it is very status quo. Thats not all or always bad, but its not neccessarily good. But, I have a lot of people that mean a lot to me in my life and I try my best to fit them all in, and usually that does make me very happy.
There's also been an element of a lot of new stuff. New people, new places, new things. There's alice, amber, jen, Lex. There are roleplaying games with Nate's nerd friends. There are people from work. There are new bars, new restraunts, new experiences. Its been a good balance and an interesting hybrid.
I have been forever plagued with this notion that its never good enough. I always want more. I have a great balance right now, between new and old. Between what is near and dear to me and what I want to explore and learn and grow with.
There is so much...but also so little. There is something missing. There are pieces of the puzzle not there or lost. There are people that I miss, that I wish I saw more often or at all. There is an unknown place or person or thing that I continue to search for, but I guess that is life, and we would hope we always have that thing to search for...