It's not a good idea to try out for a show and NEED to be cast-- yet, alas... I need this show... I just got home from "SING OFFS" the final cuts... they had all the other parts do songs, but they had the older women characters sing sunrise sunset--- but with no words.... just "la la la la la la la laaaaaaa laaaaaa......"-- like a verse of it and then we got to do it again... Here's the deal on me... I sing.. its my strongest point... i guess, and I'm good with some things.. I rock at pitch, harmony, power... pretty good range, ... I dunno== what else.. but the problem is I have never had voice lessons... and every single other girl there--- okay-- except one or two others... HAS HAD VOICE LESSONS>... and most of them for a very long time.. SO i sold the lalalala song as well as I could and now all I can do is hope for the best and expect the worst... after I sang, I sat back down onstage with the other girls and i almost broke down... I dont know how I was really... I was good at the end-- I held the last high note for a while... but I have very little breath control... (SIGH) but I dont know what they thought. All I know is that my life is super complicated right now-- and I really need some good news... not just every day good news, but like-- It makes your whole month news... then i'll know I'll be okay... its amazing that when I want less "drama" in my life-- I turn to drama itself