Im a net user since when i was 12... i use to chat in icq... alot last time... n year after year its getting advane n now... we have yahoo n msn messenger... i use to spend my time on computer beside playing games... i was ver straight at my love relationship... i take it seriously... im not that kind of simply accept any1... i've nvr been dating before... becuz i just wanna look for d 1st n d last... i just wanna have 1 gf in my life... i nvr wanna date more than once... i know its kinda childish thinking.... almost all my friends already dating... n sometime when they have problem with love... i was there to console them... even thier gf... i was there to advise them... i thought that my self was a mature guy... but its not... i just can believe i fall into a girl... a NET FRIEDN!!! what am i... i just cant believe it... a net friend!!! here is my story begin... i know this girl from net... we chat for more than 3 months... n then... 1 day my com got problem which i cant log on to internet... i was so miss... after college i just went to my friend house just to use my friend com to play msn... but she was not on9 that time... maybe this is normal... our friendship is getting better day after day... we just chat almost everyday... she even know my house no cuz i give to her... i nvr give out my no to any1 on d net... but i did this time... i just dunno why... n then 1 day i make her angry, but its just a small mistake... i was scare n sad... i cant sleep for d whole night... i cant call her cuz i dun even know her no... she was not on9... i sleep at 8 d next day morning... i just sleep for 2 hours n went to college... n then she call me... she say she was ok... its just im over thinking... so i know... i think im falling into her... she seem to be so important to me... i was kind of confuse that time... how come i will fall into a girl without a reason... but what is d reason when u love some1??? does love need a reson??? if i say i love her becuz she was cute, kind n good... there r many girls in d world who r also cute n kind n also good n much better than her... but why dun i fall to those other girls but this... i really dunno why... i feel so confuse... can explain why... is d thing that cannot be explain call love??? whatever is it... i dun care is she d 1 for me or not... we will nvr have a happy ending... cuz we r from different world... she was living far away from my country... even thought she was orriginal from my country... but she switch to other country 3 years ago... she just love d other country... but who know what will happen next... i nvr think bout d future... what i've been thinking now is i need to stop my self from thinking her... i need to stop chatting with her... so 1 day i i tell her that i will not on9 anymore... she keep on refusing me to do so... she wanna chat with me... i keep on saying... but she keep on asking me not to do so... so i cant believe i just tell out d truth at d end... that i was getting into her... i need to stop now... n then... she told me if only she was at my country she would be my gf... she say she will have an operation next week, she just broke up with her bf becuz she just dun 1 her bf to sad bout her operation... what a silly girl... becuz of this... i keep on being friend with her... cheer her up... ask her not to worry bout d operation... since then... i've been done manything to cheer her up... n when she was away to her operation that time... she is not on9 anymore... since then i nvr had a good sleep for a whole month... evertday, its everyday i think bout her... i even dream bout her for 6 times... what i can do is everyday send her email... everyday im like a stone sitting or lying on my bed... im like wasting my time... dunno what d hack am i thinking... i was so weak that time... not in a mood... lucky i was on holiday... i've been thinking... she like to chat with me becuz she just broke up with her bf... n then she was sad so she look for some1 to chat with.... not becuz she really like to chat with me... thats what i had in my mind... n then 1 day she call me... she was fine... i was so happy to hear her voice... so our friendship remain d same... she call sometimes when she free... just that i dint c her on9 anymore... 1 day she call me n tell me she was at my country... i was in a shock... so d next day was my 1st day back to college... i was so happy cuz i can call her whenever i like... she was here... i keep on calling n chat with her for a long time... i dint ask her out... cuz i worry i might... nothing... this is d 1st time i been spending alot of money on d phone chatting... but no hard feeling bout it... i just like to call her... n then d next day still d same... till at night... i was thinking something... i think im really falling into her... not falling but i think i love her... this is a big problem... so i need to stop... so on d night i call her n tell her again... lets end our friendship... here i did again... she dunno why but she was angry... n then she say fine... n thats it... i was so sad that time... really really sad... i was so blur... so sad... cant sleep... i really miss her... i wanna hear her voice... i dun wanna lose her... n then at mid night... i send her sms... that i wanna be friend with her back... till morning only she reply me... she say we r still friend... i was happy to hear that... but... once something is happen... there is nothing we can do to make d feel back to normal... i feel like we r nothing much to talk... she say she will sms me later... but till now... she still havent sms me... i was so sad... wat d **** am i doing.... u ruin our relationship... everything i do... can any1 tell me what to do... do any1 of u ppl think that this is some kind of childish stuff.... am i a childish guy... pls tell me... can any1 tell me should i forget it... let it go... or just keep on be friend??? even we find a girl that we love... d 1 for us...but no use... donest mean we can be together... so how if we cant... be independent??? should i don take love stuff so seriously... maybe i should accept other girls??? maybe i should try n go ahead dating... should i... ??? i dunno what to do... pls... any1... give me some ADVICE!!!! i really appreciate it... doesnt matter u ppl were here to scold me or say im childish... i really wanna hear your oppinion... pls... im sorry cuz i know my post was ****ing long n it took a long time to read... im sorry for wasting u ppl time... im sorry if u ppl found out that time is a crap... a stupid problem... im sorry for it...

I have a sudden craving for paragraphization.

:werd: I was going to say something along those lines but decided not to. :|

I have a sudden craving for paragraphization.


Perv. ;)

Is anyone considering reading that wall of words?

Is anyone considering reading that wall of words?

I read to the point where he said he only wanted to have one girlfriend in his entire life before my head started to throb.

I didn't even get past line one. :shrug:

I didn't even get past line one. :shrug:
Me niether. :shrug:

I...got...to...about...the...third...line...before ...my...head...exploded... ...

I have a sudden craving for paragraphization.

You and me both!

(hey ... did you happen to read any of it .... did you get the general jist of it by chance?)

Something about a girl.....something, something, blah, blah, blah. Too much l33t and then I got this funny twitch in my eye.

Something about a girl.....something, something, blah, blah, blah. Too much l33t and then I got this funny twitch in my eye.


Damn. Hey Kev .... can you post that again ... only this time break it down into paragraphs of like ideas ... with a good topic senetence explaining the "jist" of the paragraph starting each one. I'd really like to read your post ... but I simply can not do it.... sorry man.

I read it all...

This guy has a definate BIG future in politics. She said all of that and told us absolutely nothing meaningful or that made sense. :|


I'm the first one to try & help somebody who's reaching out, BUT this just made no sense.

I read it all...

*applauds*

You have tallent. :nice: :p

Is anyone considering reading that wall of words?
I gave it a valiant effort..but just couldn't get through it...:nonono: call me old fashioned..but I guess I just like good grammar..:hmm:

I read it, and I can sympathise sa I feel the same way about a girl I know. Leave him alone! It really ****s with your head when you love someone and are trying to express it.

Kev- I don't know a lot about relationships, but I think you should try to meet her in real life, it seems like you know her quite well, so meet her and ask her out, make it seem casual, and don't think about her saying no, and flirt a lot to start with.

Hopefully some DA members with more experience will help out, but you didn't do yourself any favours by typing so incomprehensibly!

Good luck!

I got to the part where it said something about them going to college and decided I couldnt read it anymore. :nonono: Is this what shcools are teaching these days?! *Waves Zimmer frame around*

Reached line 5 but I cant really understand... goes back up to the top to read/decipher.

Oh ok-condensed-o9 means online(how did you get online out of o9)
He's in love with someone online that doesnt live in the same country that he does and he's falling for her and wants to stop their friendship before his feelings for her go any deeper (they are growing deeper by the day).
Oh no happy ending because she does not want to leave her country.
For some reason I dont think he's an American,so I guess that could explain the style of the post.

Kev,where are you from?
I think you're getting ahead of yourself-you need to talk to the girl to explore your feelings-dont feel guilty about liking somebody...

How come no one has made a hilarious "Happy Ending" joke. Im disappointed in ALL of you :nonono:

Show us how,Rayney-havent you figured out that you have more sense than we do yet?

Reached line 5 but I cant really understand... goes back up to the top to read/decipher.

Oh ok-condensed-o9 means online(how did you get online out of o9)
He's in love with someone online that doesnt live in the same country that he does and he's falling for her and wants to stop their friendship before his feelings for her go any deeper (they are growing deeper by the day).
Oh no happy ending because she does not want to leave her country.
For some reason I dont think he's an American,so I guess that could explain the style of the post.

wow...

You have my respect, I'm a teen and couldn't even figure that one out. :)

1st of all... very very sorry to make any1 of u ppl headache cuz i know my story is F**king long... very sorry for that... and thanks a lot to any1 of u ppl who reply me... special thanks to tomsk, u did help me out with your words... i think i know what to do... so erm... i think its no use anymore... so no need to reply me anymore... n lastly... also wanna say very very SORRY for everything about my post!!! sorry for that... thanks!!

I read it all Kev and I think you are just scared because you are having feelings for her. Maybe if she comes back around you should try to plan on meeting her face to face and see if its worth you losing sleep over. There is nothing wrong with falling in love. You seem to be a very sensitive guy and you just need to see in person what your feelings for her are.

How come no one has made a hilarious "Happy Ending" joke. Im disappointed in ALL of you :nonono:
You just ruined my response. :(