So I was watching Hitch the other night, and it struck me that the movie wasn't that wrong.

Any guy has one chance to get any girl.
Now I would add that the part that guys usually mess up is the chance for the one chance to occur. And once lost, that chance can never come back again. I'm guilty of it.
I ****ed up my one chance with the one person I've actually ever had a deep emotional interest in the first time I met her. It sucks to finally realize it, although it hasn't really sunk in yet. I don't think I'm willing to let it sink in. I don't think I want to deal with that.
Although it's annoying what it's done to me. Physical activities no longer interest me. Kissing has lost all appeal, because I realize that I've never actually enjoyed kissing someone. Cuddling with people gives me a warm feeling that I realize is something that I feel because the person is just a friend in my mind. Sex holds no interest for me.
For the first time in my life, I'm interested in the person and nothing more. It's annoying. I'm not going to be satisfied until I either find someone else like that or I get this person. The latter is out of the question, and I doubt the former will happen any time soon, since it seems to be so rare for me.

Nice text. I think you're right by the majority.

Kissing has lost all appeal, because I realize that I've never actually enjoyed kissing someone. Cuddling with people gives me a warm feeling that I realize is something that I feel because the person is just a friend in my mind. Sex holds no interest for me.


That's strange. Does sex hold no interest for you - even with this one person? You don't want to kiss this person? You don't want to hug this person?

By the way: Hitch is stupid. :nonono:

I think the thing about her is that I find her to be so attractive that any thought of being with her cannot be imagined or considered because she's too attractive for it to be possible. Sounds weird, but I think that's the reason. Sex has never really held much appeal for me. When I do it, it's okay, I guess. I don't know. I think I broke my libido.
I enjoyed Hitch, until the end. Then I got bored.