Its been long days at work this week. Avidan has been sick, though he's come in a bit, someone was fired, who worked closely with our department, so there's that, and just all of the projects that we've been working on and rolling out. Last year December was our SLOW (im talking SLOW) month, this year, I think it may end up being our busiest.

We're rolling our VoIP corporate wide, we're doing an office move, our financial software take over, plus all of our normal stuff.

The days have been long...

I went out tonight to hot tub with Tasha and Joe was there. We had a good time talking, making jokes, its fun to know that I have good friends and close ones at that. I dunno, it is a bit too much 'same old' but it is also reassuring at the same time. I've always been haunted by my same old past...I love it, so often I want things to be 'like old times' but I grow weary of my past. I want to move on, expand, and grow...I don't know...

I feel like I am waiting for something. I am not sure know what I am waiting for. But I feel like I am waiting for SOMETHING and I am missing other things because I am waiting for it. If only I could figure out what it is...

Eileen called me, we talked most of my ride home from Tasha's joint. That was a fun way to break up and end the night...

Now, im finishing lost and preparing for bed...

This weekend, I have nothing scheduled, but lots of possabilities. I have potential poker Friday night, I have going out with Tasha Saturday night, or, maybe see Alice...but...its not what I really want...I'll wait and see...