Ahhhh spring, a young mans fancy turns to love. nowadays it just seems life is a trugery. the depression the self loathing the self pity. i havn't felt like this for so long. generally, Im the "glass is always half full" guy, but not today.......i had a dream last night, i got shot in the face, and the impact of the bullet threw me back. as i fell i didn't hit the ground. i just kept falling. darkness enveloped me, and the empty feeling i had thought was long dead was awakend inside of my soul. :(
i have so much to live for. i owe it to those i love, the friends i have made, precious few people whose lives i've touched,(no matter how insignificant) to live. it is a rough day. a sad day. yet the sun is shining, a breeze is out of the north, and it is really really nice outside. :( im gonna try to hang on guys. im gonna try to hang on

Last time I saw somebody this depressed, we got DaOgre to teabag him when he was passed out. You might wanna hit happy quick before he finds this thread!

Stuck on a gal?

In my drunken wisdom I said...'Nathan tea bag him. Once he finds a man's balls in his mouth he will realize he has more to worry about than women.'

All joking aside...that is a scarys cary thought...dying in our dreams. I think I have once or twice...I usually wake up with my heart racing and covered in a cold sweat.

What all is going on? You okay? Just girls? other stuff?

manu,
thanks for the reply. its just a rant im on. every so often i do get depressed. i find it very therapeutic to vent, and this forum is a great way to do it. thanks for the concern.

The glass is full.

ben

ps "teabagging" oooohhhhh dude......ewwwww

to dream of our own mortality is normal. to feel depressed about it later is also normal. i too have had dreams of mortality. the scary ones are when you dream of loved ones dying. anyway i'm just trying to say, it was just a dream. when we awaken and as you said look around to all the good, it starts to fade away. hope it fades away for you soon.:)

Hey man, it's good to see that your cup is full again. PM me if you need to vent s'more.

what's that thing in your avatar? a turkey or somethin? gobble gobble?

Hmm? Did somebody say TeaBag?

Originally posted by DaOgre
Hmm? Did somebody say TeaBag?

Ogre if you even tried ya'd never go back!!!!:D

Why is this thread hantingly familiar?

Justin

I think you're doing just fine:) Keep being strong and remember that you have great friends. From what I've seen a lot of people on here really like you!

Including me:D

Here a little smiley guy to make you smile
http://websmileys.bei.t-online.de/div208.gif

Don't sure if it will work. It made me giggle!