This is section for misc. stuff.

Update: today I am pissed and feeling agressive.

Should I notify homeland security??









:D

LOL :D

I put a call in to warn President Bush, but when I told them I was not from Enron they hung up on me. ;)

lol...I have had a couple drinks each night for awhile to try to go to sleep earlier. But unlike pot, it doesnt help. I got frisky though.

As for what I have been doing, I have been too busy with school.
Today i was at the school where I volenteer again. Its pretty cool, I learned a little today, and moved a ton of monitors and printers. They went into storage.

Im not too impressed with the network at the school. But that probably because I have seen the one at the college, and its kickass. The one at the school has many bridges and such to covert from appletalk to ethernet. Its a mess imo. And its bus topology, I suggested that bus/star would be better, but I doubt it will change anytime soon. It doesn't get enough use for a change like that, at least in the area Im working in now.

Soon I will be working with some wireless stuff, some fiber-optics, and much more, they are for the high school mainly. well- So far, so good.

Lets see... My occasional drinking has seemed to help me go to bed earlier. I have always had the sleeping habit of staying up to late, but I have trimmed some of the last hours off, being able to go to bed at about 2. It would be much more effective If I had a couple of bong hits. But to bad for me.:mad:

Well, in the long run, a little drinking hardly affected my sleeping pattern. whatever, its not that fun for me anyhow.

School is a little pain in my @ss. One of my teachers is a slave driver, way too many assignments for just one class.

I just want to be done with school...again. School is useful for me, Im not a bad student, I just want to be independant. And finding a job can be hard, according to the info I hear. dam.

I was thinking of doing a little freelance work in the area. Upgrade peoples computers, make a few webpages, etc. Making a little tax free cash is always a good idea. The last job I was offered was building looms, and they wanted to run it as a business, so taxes involved. Sounded crapy, so no thx.

other than everyday life, politics are really pissing me off. I know I should relax, and just accept that the world is screwed, but dont want to.

It was funny when bush was saying stupid sh!t, and nothing trivial was happening. But I cant joke about the serious mistakes now being made. Ashcroft is one person I would like to loose all the power he is abusing right now. fuk it, I can only sit and watch.

Like my new avatar? Its god. From southpark. Yep, thats what god looks like. I tried to find a better pic, but had to edit a large one. I will try to edit it better later, or drop by southpark website. southpark is an intelligent show disguised as a very stupid show.;)

it's very disturbing;)

You find that disturbing?? Whoa, what has the world come to?

I thought I would talk about my online name.

Originally posted by 93-Cobra
I have read every post in your journal, and let me tell you...your name sure fits you

I did choose the name for a reason. ChaoticThoughts is the label I have given to my thought process, and the outcome of them. My continuous re-evaluation of myself and my environment leads to my opinions changing. And people are not use to that. Most people I talk to rarely re-evaluate their opinions, so their pov and posts seem common and predictable. I like to take this to my advantage, and have people question themselves. It does not happen often, and hardly ever a thanks in return. But I am only here because I enjoy the in depth debates, and people participating.

I have been trying to take the imaginary "chill pill"
For whatever reason, I have been hyper and rowdy, who knows why. Well, perhaps I can stay mellow, might be easier after vacation.

CT: for sleep you have to put in some exercise. The body is designed for it. It must have it. I did a 2 mile run in the AM and another in the PM just trying to kick start myself and the sandman was after me big time (very sleepy) that night. I enjoy microbrewed beer on occasion but alcohol messes with all the body's systems and sleep as a result is not even restful. The Pacific Northwest is a beautiful place to get a half hour of cardio exercise a day.

Yay, I should excersize more. But I dont, maybe I will some day. You say this is a great place for running, do you live here?

Alcohol makes me stay up late, dont know why. But getting stoned sure helps.:)

ahh!
17 credits, all my classes are so demanding. So much homework, so much to read. Well, I don't think I will be at DA much, and when I am, I should be working on homework.

I met a girl last night, she is in one of my classes. Here name is laura. Thats all you will hear for now, because thats all there is.

Been busy. There are so many things I have to focus on. But after it is all done, I should be stronger from the experince.
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So many decisions to make. And every one will affect my life.
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I like active server pages, but I think I would like to learn a non-microsoft version. Useful stuff.
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My american literature class is interesting. It allows for some insights.
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I don't think I will focus on a career in networking. I like webpages, programming, and other things more. I think I should focus on java after Im done with classes.
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Girls- I no longer desire just any girl? who knows. I don't want to waste my time unless I see something... I think I rather be alone.
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The more things change, the more they remain the same. Due to human nature.
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My mind is tired, but still ready for more. I could handle much more, but dislike the stress.
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Chaos vs. Order

Waiting for pc parts.....waiting.....

meanwhile, e-mailing local employeers. no response.

and playing games, as always.

If I could- I would like to work for a company that deals with video games, and later become a programmer for th games. I sent that message to microsoft, but I doubt I could be heard over the thousands of others wanting to work there.

Maybe some other game company. but they mainly want animators and experienced programmers. but I think I would enjoy a job with games 10x more than any other job. but finding any job right now would be good.