Ok now this is really confusing me. I found the story that I wrote for my ex and I didn't know what to do with it. It was about he and I and the night we spent together. Long and detailed. He and I were talking and I told him I had found it. He wanted a copy. I regret saying anything now. As I was reading it all the emotions and everything I felt came flooding back. Just remembering the gentle touches soft kisses and passion that we both had for eachother. So as I am typing it up it all comes back and I get a little down. (this was the night before the worst day in history for me. I think this is what started it all) So I type it all in and fix what needs to be fixed. I ask him if he wants me to cut the love parts out of it and change the names cuz you know it can get uncomfortable reading something like that. But he said he wanted me to keep everything the same. I did. I sent it to him and now he is calling me "hun" and "*hugging*" me when we talk I just dont know what the hell I am supposed to think. I know I don't want him. I just need to stop talking to him. *growls* but my sister already invited him to my birthday because he and I stayed "friends". She thought she was just being nice. Bah I want to hug and snuggle with Robb now. Robb come over and snuggle with me!!! *pouts*

I threw it away! and I feel better for it.