You know how you have those random depressing thoughts that come from nowhere? Well, I decided to document mine.

Here's the first one: I realized the other day that it's been just shy of SIX MONTHS since I've kissed Katt. That one nearly made me lose my apetite. *sigh*

It is 11:38 p.m. on the night before I leave. My plane (in theory) leaves LAX at 11:00 in the morning.

This depressing thought is that I will be without Katt for two weeks, and home for only 4 before leaving for four months. As much as I don't want to think about being without her, I can't stop. I'm still in Los Angeles right now, and I feel as though the 3,000 miles, or whatever the distance is, has already taken effect. I don't expect to talk to her until Monday night at the earliest, and when I do it will most likely be online from Pittsburgh. These past few days with her have been amazing, and the thought of being so far from her brings tears to my eyes.

...and the fact that I will have one whole week where I'll be doin' basically nothing except occasionally studying for my history final fills me with this knowledge that I will be thinking of her constantly during that time, and it will make me very depressed. The worst part is that I don't have any really close friends at CMU, no one who will go out of his/her way to get me out of my room and out having fun. Nobody who gives enough of a sh*t about me. So not only will I be without Katt, but I will also be around people too self-absorbed to notice. I think I need to up my Paxil doseage to the anti-depressant level instead of the A.D.D. level.


...this really sucks.

hey dude...


SHUT UP,

enjoy the fact that you are going to a nationaly leading educational school..

enjoy yourself...!!!


*SMACK SMACK*

(a friendly word of advice from your councelor :) )


seriously, you can't expect things to just fall in your lap...

you have to actively go out and make things happen.

you're a theatre geek....it's in your blood to socialize..

turn off your computer....walk away from DA...(GHASP ;)) and go meet some people....

*blink blink*

Damn, I hate it when other people are right.

Goodbye, 8.27 posts per day count. Hello, attempt at social life.

It's Ok to take a break sometimes...


the trick is to find the happy medium :)

NO, I WANT STAGE MONSTER TO STAY! leave ur computer on and dont go away! :'( Im sad .. hehe no im with Scott on this one i would love to be where u are right now with theater. Your super lucky to have this chance we will all be waiting for you when u get back! :) Just make sure to tune in every once and a while to let us know how its all going for you. Plus i need ur advice all the time .. haha have a blast

Thanks guys.

I'll prob'ly still be on enough to post a lot, but I will be getting out a lot this week--and next week I've no classes or finals, so I'll be in a lot and out a lot.

Maybe I'll start a new thread..."Stage Monster's Attempts at a Social Life" or something? Whaddaya think?

yah...

go for it..


join a club...

start a club..

get involved! :)

You better still have time for Me Stage Monster cuz u know im all that matters! LOL just kidding, just kidding :D You should go for the new thread forsure, It will make me sad thinking yet again an other person has a life and i dont, but if i cant have a life at least i can read about yours ;)

Get ready to take shots again, boys and girls...it's baaaaack.

That's right, it's 4:56 a.m. and I'm not tired yet. So get ready for round II of my moaning and bemoaning my fate. :| Whee.

Originally posted by Stage Monster
Get ready to take shots again, boys and girls...it's baaaaack.

That's right, it's 4:56 a.m. and I'm not tired yet. So get ready for round II of my moaning and bemoaning my fate. :| Whee.

Yo Xach!!!

Watch this...

:: Æ steps up to xach and chants while focusing his energy to his hands ::




ommmmmm.....








:: Smack! Smack! ::

-Æ (Haha!!!!!)

Originally posted by ÆSiR


Yo Xach!!!

Watch this...

:: Æ steps up to xach and chants while focusing his energy to his hands ::




ommmmmm.....








:: Smack! Smack! ::

-Æ (Haha!!!!!)

You know something your mean. I'm here for you Stage Master. And you Kitty boy I'll throw you off the Grande Canyon.*Splat* hahaha :P

Originally posted by Little Girl


You know something your mean. I'm here for you Stage Master. And you Kitty boy I'll throw you off the Grande Canyon.*Splat* hahaha :P

Oh... now thats cold!
Evil Girl...

Besides. Xach's my bro!

-Æ (heheh)

A'ight, no need for violence, Little Girl. Æ's cool with me. Like he said, he's my bro.

Oh, and I found the DA Drinking Game thread, it's not a shot, just a sip. ;)

Today's depressing thought: I handled a conversation with Her very badly last night, and she got pretty pissed at me, and rightly so. As the mattress said to the blanket, "sheet."

Oh....don't tell me you're in the doghouse and halfway across the country from where you should be to properly rectify the situation.....

*groans*

Dude, there has *got* to be a better way.

I think "dog" house may be slightly off. Take a wild guess what word joke would make it correct. :|

But while I can't "make it right," I'm taking steps to make things better...I hope.

Who needs friends when you have AIM?:D

Things always get better. That's something I've noticed.

FINE BE THAT WAY!

I'm taking you off my Buddy List!!

I hope you get a virus!

...you and your computer!

-Æ (Name the movie.)

*****?!?!?!?!

Must tell, my dear friend.

SHEESH...could this thread get MORE PWy...pleaseeeee?

The American currency says "In God we trust."

Eep.

Originally posted by Stage Monster
Goodbye, 8.27 posts per day count. Hello, attempt at social life.

zach... have you gotten to the point where youre looking at a post and you text where there is none? then shaddup :-p

edit: SEE text where there is none? and miss text where it should be present, apparently... *sigh*

New Depressing Thought:

Number of people on AIM buddy list: 151
Number of people on AIM buddy list who IM me first on any regular basis: 3.

Originally posted by DotCom
*****?!?!?!?!

Must tell, my dear friend.

Yes, I was serious. GET TO IT.

Originally posted by Stage Monster
New Depressing Thought:

Number of people on AIM buddy list: 151
Number of people on AIM buddy list who IM me first on any regular basis: 3.

Fun Fact: All three of them are now on DA:D

And I know that at least one of use also makes fun of Zach on a regular basis.:p

Originally posted by Stage Monster
New Depressing Thought:

Number of people on AIM buddy list: 151
Number of people on AIM buddy list who IM me first on any regular basis: 3.

I IM you! Sometimes.

You know my lazy rule. ;)