yep..this is my dreams thread...and nightmares... i usually have some kind of mental activity that i remember...


Last night i had this dream and thought about it briefly this morning and strangely right before i worked out it came back to me... so- yeah:

I was at my old high school in the theater for some reason...and i don't even remember who was there..but all of a sudden a knock comes from the side door of the theater and it opens and there is Danny --this friend of mine..he graduated in 2000 -same as me.
And before he could even get in I bolt over and give him a hug.
So we talk for a while and i ask him about school for next semester (in reality, he is at Valley Collge now and is supposed to be going to my school next semester) and in my dream, he says he is going to UCLA instead and i was like, totally defeated...




*And then I woke up...

but anyhow...yeah, it was weird. To those of you who are thinking romantic attachment, think again. He's more like a brother to me than anything. People are still amazed that we stayed friends because when we were in 11th grade we had this major series of fights from hell and said some pretty mean things to each other... We were joking about that last time we saw each other... I won't even say on here what he said to me, but he took it back anyways- and now when we see each other we are really close. Hopefully we'll be back in touch next semster when we are going to the same school.

one woman show and gas station schoolhouse....

two weird dreams i had last night.
i think they were totally separated by me waking up and the going back to sleep, but i'm not sure.

in the first one, i was hanging out with two friends. I don't remember who they were exactly, actually, I 'm pretty sure they kep changing. Like one minute it's one friend, another it's someone else. cause i remember that for a while, this girl Rachael, who was a counselor along with me at Bravo, was there. So... we were just chillin--- and for some reason, we were at a gas station, sitting on the hood of a car. *shrug*

then Danny (from the other dream I already posted here) showed up in this rusty black sports car and i saw him pumping gas into the car, but when i got over, he had started to drive away, so i waved and he saw me and waved back --and then he was gone.

okay, THEN.. some of my friends from church ( who i don't see anymore) pulled up in my friend Michelle's truck. but they didn't pump gas and leave... they stuck around. people seemed to be gathering and no one was going anywhere. Soon there were more than adozen of my old friends there and i was kinda hiding behind the friends i was with so i wouldnt have to say hi.

THEN it was really weird.. all of a sudden, the gas station was an outdoor classroom. it was a long long table like in a dining room, and covering 95 percentof the table were my old friends, and the 3 seats at the end were taken by me and my new friends.

apparently we had some group projects to do, so the old friends got into groups of 6... but me and my friends only added up to 3-- so we had to work with 3 of them... and then Kim, who was at the other end, volunteered to work with us, but then she saw the look i was giving her and changed her mind. it ended somewhere around there.


OKAY, next dream. So, I'm in this hotel room.. a massive deluxe suite hotel room, (in Vegas I believe...) and the liivng room is huge and i'm writing this performance piece (i have no idea why though) SO, my famiy comes in and is all impressed, and next thing i know, i'm standing in front of an audience of 50 people, and i don't even have a complete act, but they've come to see my "one woman show" Soooo, i give them a show.. some of it's planned.. a lot of it, i make up on the spot-- complete with music. And then i stumble a teeny bit on one part and this familiar looking guy in the audience takes itupon himself to SING ALONG!!! singa long to a song no one has ever heard... so no one could have known i had stumbled on it. BUt here is this guy, like 43 years old, stealing my thunder.. and i couldn't hear my own notes, so i had to wait for him to stop singing. --the weirdest thing is, after i woke up, i realized where i "knew" the guy from... he was the oldest guy on the bacherette last night. LOL... on my list of "don't pick him!" he got eliminated though.

So... suddenly the audience is empty except my family, and they are all sleeping or half asleep and then i get to the half point of my show and my mom wakes up and says, "wait wait.. okay.. let's stop here and then we can get the audience in to start the show" and i'm like, screw this, i've been singing and performing for like an hour, not to mention the pre show rehearsal time. but no one listened. so i went off to the kitchen for dinner (cause the'y'd gone out for food earlier without me) but all that was in the kitchen was MAJOR junk food-- Which is funny, because my mom went to the market this week and came home with a ton of junk (none of which i will toiuch, because i got very motivated this week and now i'm determined not to touch anything without serious nutritional value)

but really, those were some weird dreams.