the title was the sound of me opening the bottle of fairy dust that will magically give me everything i need right now... or i can just call everything "early new years resolutions"

1. workout every day (Zumba 36 minute workout) ... rain, snow, any conditions other than broken bones *knocking on wood to prevent such tragedy*

2. do what is right for me-- and not for other people

3. work on my novel and read books (im on my 4th one in the past two weeks...)

4. stay ahead in school, or at least caught up--and pass Journalism and Photography.. oy

5. care less about what other people think

6. avoid eating anything i'm going to feel guilty for (unfortunately, the thing that works best for me is major lack of variety.. i lose a lot of weight eating the same things day in day out..oh goodie...)

7. remember that i'm 20--- and i only get one chance at it (and that ages 18 and 19 are history.... )

8. remember that even though i need to enjoy being 20, there will be better things to come.. this can NOT be all there is.

9. stop focusing on loss and instead focusing on that when you drop an unwanted load off a ship, you give it the power to go to the destination it needs to reach...

10. finish and send the dreaded email to Kim and figure out what i'm doing with that can of worms...

*sigh*