Monster
10-18-2002, 01:11 AM
Okay, I just got this in an IM from Katt...this blows my mind to an astronomical degree. She blows my mind--and if any of you make a sick joke of that i will hunt you down and beat the crap out of you. Here's what she wrote me...slightly edited for continuity
don't ask me why i felt like writing this but...while i was away my mind began to wander and i came to the realization that people are so blind to whats going on around them, time passes so quick and we barely have enough time on this earth to get done what we need to, every time something is left unsaid or somehting left unfinished, a door is left unopened.
I think that since i havent slept in so long that these things started getting to me and i felt almost lost, people dont ever take the time to stop and smell the roses, or to love something or to have a good awkward moment. people are so buzy trying to get things done that they pass over so much beauty and they pass by such amazing people.
I thought about all the people i know and i realized that i've hurt all of them at least once and they've all hurt me......and yet we just move on and we let those things blind us. one small bad thing outnumbers the thousands of good. i felt somewhat like crying just now but i realized that its not to late to change things.
People never take the time to just talk anymore or to look at each other, tonight did i not only look at my self but at all the people in my life and i realized that they all mean somthing to me and are too precious to lose. thank you for still being there for me through all the **** we've been through, you are not only a friend but someone who i care about deeply.
I cant begin to apologize for all the times i didnt say something or i hurt you. and i hope you can do the same, again dont ask me why i wrote this but i had to. i love you. and please dont think im crazy cuz of this, good night and sweet dreams.
Wow. That's all I can really say to this. Wow.
--Zach
don't ask me why i felt like writing this but...while i was away my mind began to wander and i came to the realization that people are so blind to whats going on around them, time passes so quick and we barely have enough time on this earth to get done what we need to, every time something is left unsaid or somehting left unfinished, a door is left unopened.
I think that since i havent slept in so long that these things started getting to me and i felt almost lost, people dont ever take the time to stop and smell the roses, or to love something or to have a good awkward moment. people are so buzy trying to get things done that they pass over so much beauty and they pass by such amazing people.
I thought about all the people i know and i realized that i've hurt all of them at least once and they've all hurt me......and yet we just move on and we let those things blind us. one small bad thing outnumbers the thousands of good. i felt somewhat like crying just now but i realized that its not to late to change things.
People never take the time to just talk anymore or to look at each other, tonight did i not only look at my self but at all the people in my life and i realized that they all mean somthing to me and are too precious to lose. thank you for still being there for me through all the **** we've been through, you are not only a friend but someone who i care about deeply.
I cant begin to apologize for all the times i didnt say something or i hurt you. and i hope you can do the same, again dont ask me why i wrote this but i had to. i love you. and please dont think im crazy cuz of this, good night and sweet dreams.
Wow. That's all I can really say to this. Wow.
--Zach