im tired and cranky and confused.
i was fine until my mom started up with me this morning---but she totally pissed me off by saying something really rude and unecessary... i know it was stupid and that i shouldve brushed it off--but it did screw my day up

Oh well.. I'm okay now.. i'm gonna work out... it'll pump some endorphins into my body--and I'll be happy...

which is nice... refreshing even.
i didnt even realize for a long time how much i kept myself from being happy over the past months... i just didnt allow myself to be happy because of other stuff--

and i am majorly "happy-go-lucky"
someone gives me the tiniest compliment and my day is made... i get back a test and see that i got an A-- my day is made and i'll subconsciously work even harder in that class.... that is the kind of person i am... and i lost that for a while

today is a lousy day--last week pretty much sucked...but iknow that tomorrow is another day...

however, tomorrow i might be meeting with one of the friends i've been avoiding till i can get my head screwed back in place...
i dont know if that will happen tomorrow--but whenever it does.. it needs to go well. it really does


Okay--- i have a lot on my mind right now but i need to go "Zumba" right now

Stealing thread titles from Wedge & I? :D

Well, once again I see your instincts serving you well & you dealing with things the right way.:) Good job.