Its been a bad 3 months so far and it dont seem to be getting any better. my wife was hospitalized again this satruday (july 18 2002) with pain steming from the prior sugery. the wound is now healed up and she dosnt need to wear any bandages. theres no sign of any infection. and so far a 5 CT scans, 7 x-rays,i endoscopy, colonoscopy and now a barium x-ray to check her small intestine. i just wonder what the hell is causing her so much pain. its a pain that she describes as being worse than labor. pain so bad it makes her barf. Lisa and i are one. i feel her pain its mine i hate HATE HATE to see her suffering. what the fuk is hurting her!!!!
my wife, without whom id have nothing to live for.
why cant i help you?
if i could suffer in your place i would do so without hesitation.
my dear god!!!
this fkinsucs
i cant stand it!!!!!!
i just want her to be well.

I hear you man. It is frustrating to watch a loved one go through all of that.

Stay the course. She'll need you.