seekerofvisions
09-26-2008, 03:32 PM
tired today. will presumably be tired for the next 6 months as it seems i have to the rounds of chemo for an additional 6 months. feel like crap for 6 days out of the week and begin feeling better by thursday then begin again on friday.
grandma is sick and in the hospital. it's birthday today so we're all going round to see her. she didnt recognize me the last time i was in which hurt like hell. she couldnt speak due to the feeding tube.
she's the last one and i dont know what it means to lose the last one. not yet and it seems almost bittersweet that i will be representing her in some way shortly, but it all seems too late now and i could never do her enough justice.
grandma is sick and in the hospital. it's birthday today so we're all going round to see her. she didnt recognize me the last time i was in which hurt like hell. she couldnt speak due to the feeding tube.
she's the last one and i dont know what it means to lose the last one. not yet and it seems almost bittersweet that i will be representing her in some way shortly, but it all seems too late now and i could never do her enough justice.