i ran out the other day of a whole bunch of my lip glosses...
I knew it was symbolic, but i ignored it...
(only DotCom on here knows that the secret to happiness is *looks for spies* LIPGLOSS)

well.. im a terrible child- i *GASP* took my mom's laundry out of the dryer at midnight... Oh my GOsh.. my poor parent's underwear, undershirts... and t shirts might get creased.. whatever shall we do?

well my mom thinks we can fix it by screaming...
i need to get out of this house...
and i need to get rid of the "comfort" food that is left from the 4th of july party... soooo not helping...

she said I'm "So f***ing grouded"--- not grounded from anything... but she likes that phrase.... whenever she gets pissed I hear "You're so ****ing grounded"

they are going out of town for two weeks
i am going to keep looking for an RA position
i dont even care anymore about my reasons why i really didnt want to be an RA if i went to that school-- or that i cant stand to be in that neighborhood... i will get over it.. if something opens up i am out of here.

they are going to make me bitter again.. i can feel it