i was thinking about this today as I sat at work
after lunch the kid-lets hang in the park for half an hour... and I looked around me at the trees and the environment... and i just thought... ..... yuck... this is nature? *scoffs*
I guess after the beauty I saw last week in the mountains a lot of stuff pales in comparison...but i just noticed how many trees have turned gray and almost disfigured....
and for the first time ever i thought to myself... how incredible amazing would it be to leave this dingy city (L.A. the one everyone -- including me, loves living in...) but anyways.. to leave L.A. and go somewhere worth looking at...
I need a vacation..but not a stupid weekend... one week or even two.. I need a good month or better yet 6... i think i should go work on a cruise ship...
and now i've signed myself into this city for at least 3 years to study at CSUN and probably the rest of my life after that...
I need a change of scenery-- badly..

Yeah.. and im still thinkin about them calling me for another week at camp..... it would certainly make sense...
i'm pretty much known to be the girl who picks up someon'e hat when they drop it (like in A chorus line... not literally.. you get the picture) but maybe this will happen... here's hopin