Sucks. :P

I've always had a phobia of growing up--it implies independence, and I have an extremely dependent personality. I had several panic attacks before my thirteenth birthday, but now that seems so silly because I was still so young then. It even seems silly that I'm scared now--I had to take on adult-oriented responsibilities when I was ten or so, due to a few situations.

Regression problems much? :p

Meh. :P

Sweet sixteen :)
Enjoy it Spaz!

Sweet sixteen :)
Enjoy it Spaz!

:yeahthat: youll be ok-its better to be out there pitching -trust me-its a little scary getting your legs at first but youre a bright capable girl

Happy early birthday. Try not to worry too much, save that for when you turn 40. :p

Wow, time flies. You were 13 when you first came here IIRC.

no, 12, look at her join date. :eek3:

Hmmm, it HAS been a while.

happy birthdaY!!!

Haha, thanks guys. :)

Yeah, I was twelve when I first joined...a lot of things were different then, I was different. Ema was fifteen, and now she's all grown up and I am too and it's just crazy. :p

Anyway, even though I'm not looking foward to being older, tomorrow will be nice. My mom is taking me to starbucks in the morning for a mocha thingy, and Scott's coming home on the bus with me to hang out. Plus I talked to my third period teacher about bringing in cupcakes...:p I never got to have one of those class party things when I was little, because I was always homeschooled--he was sympthetic and said that I could. Which was really really sweet, especially since he's dead set against eating in the classroom. :D He said that he never got that experience, either, because his birthday is in the summer.

To contrast becoming an older, more mature age, I'm also having a party at Chuck E Cheeses next weekend. :D :D :D :D It'll be really cute. ^_^

congrats spaz!!! :)

wow, time does fly. holy crap. Congrats Spaz. :)