Spazola
04-11-2007, 08:42 PM
So at 6:00am on Sunday morning, I left for South Carolina with my boyfriend Scott and his mother and sister. We got back today around 6:30pm.
I had SO much fun! :D We stayed at this resort for millitary families (his mom used to be in the air force), where there was this huge, gorgeous lake. We did lots of fishing and just general hanging out. Then on Tuesday we left the resort to go to the beach, which was AMAZING--I haven't seen the ocean since I was a little kid, so you can guess how amazed I was. There we were able to swim (well, only once, because it wasn't REALLY warm enough to go swimming--but I had never swam in the ocean before so Scott and I decided to freeze our asses off so that I could :p), look for sea shells on the beach, etc.
I had a truly amazing time. The only thing that sucks is that now I'm used to him being by my side all the time--now that we're home, I can't randomly turn around and steal a kiss, or get a hug whenever I need one. I miss him like crazy, even though I haven't stopped talking to him yet since the trip started (they dropped me off at my house, then as soon as he got home he called me, and as soon as we hung up the phone we started IMing, which is where we are now).
Alot of people say that it's VERY uncommon to find true, forever kind of love at this age--and that may be true. All I know is that this relationship is way more mature and comfortable than I expected it to be--Scott is my best friend, he's the one who I can joke around with, the one I'm never shy around anymore. We can cuddle and kiss and do the sappy romance thing, or we can stay up late playing cards and discussing religion and life in general. We share different beliefs on many levels, but we can easily respect eachothers views without any contraversy. We're able to LOVE spending time together and both be extremely clingy, but at the same time give eachother enough space so that we're never smothering eachother.
I know he deserves FAR better than me. He's the most amazing person I've ever met--he could easily get any girl he wanted. A slim, beautiful, intelligent, talented girl--someone that anyone would be proud of, someone the complete opposite of who I am. Funny thing is, even though I've been able to prove him wrong on several occasions, he still believes me to be all of those things. He doesn't want another girl--he wants me. Who am I to deny him of that? <3
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Anyone to make fun of me for being sappy gets an icepick in the eye. Just a fair warning. :) :p
I had SO much fun! :D We stayed at this resort for millitary families (his mom used to be in the air force), where there was this huge, gorgeous lake. We did lots of fishing and just general hanging out. Then on Tuesday we left the resort to go to the beach, which was AMAZING--I haven't seen the ocean since I was a little kid, so you can guess how amazed I was. There we were able to swim (well, only once, because it wasn't REALLY warm enough to go swimming--but I had never swam in the ocean before so Scott and I decided to freeze our asses off so that I could :p), look for sea shells on the beach, etc.
I had a truly amazing time. The only thing that sucks is that now I'm used to him being by my side all the time--now that we're home, I can't randomly turn around and steal a kiss, or get a hug whenever I need one. I miss him like crazy, even though I haven't stopped talking to him yet since the trip started (they dropped me off at my house, then as soon as he got home he called me, and as soon as we hung up the phone we started IMing, which is where we are now).
Alot of people say that it's VERY uncommon to find true, forever kind of love at this age--and that may be true. All I know is that this relationship is way more mature and comfortable than I expected it to be--Scott is my best friend, he's the one who I can joke around with, the one I'm never shy around anymore. We can cuddle and kiss and do the sappy romance thing, or we can stay up late playing cards and discussing religion and life in general. We share different beliefs on many levels, but we can easily respect eachothers views without any contraversy. We're able to LOVE spending time together and both be extremely clingy, but at the same time give eachother enough space so that we're never smothering eachother.
I know he deserves FAR better than me. He's the most amazing person I've ever met--he could easily get any girl he wanted. A slim, beautiful, intelligent, talented girl--someone that anyone would be proud of, someone the complete opposite of who I am. Funny thing is, even though I've been able to prove him wrong on several occasions, he still believes me to be all of those things. He doesn't want another girl--he wants me. Who am I to deny him of that? <3
<_<
Anyone to make fun of me for being sappy gets an icepick in the eye. Just a fair warning. :) :p